The answer (Song)

Large steps, an empty city
Tired, so pathetical
A stranger to anyone
"I need to talk, I need some help
But I'm not gonna open my shelter for you"

An ask, a laugh, a silence between
A feeling, something mystical
And suddenly I'm getting
Closer while I'm diving,
Trying to find and reach out the truth

Behind your eyes, away
Will I ever see the "real you"?
Will you ever know what to do?
So many lies, always
That hurts just a heart
Who blinds itself and starts to hope in vain

Chorus 1:
What should I answer
To your sweety words,
Should I be hurt again?
How I'd believe in your love?
The deepest of my soul
Is still crying!
No time to lose this way -
Reset - I'll play your game
Holding the thorns upon your hand
Surviving to this pain
Yeah, I'll stand!
You already know it's time to hear some truth
Do... it has a meaning to your heart?

It had mistakes and fights, but we
Always became together
Stronger than before
Until we could call each other
Without any need of words

It was what you've wanted, for real
Your "true friendship" ideal
So why you've just thrown it away?
Well, I don't want to stay
Regretting of it, that you'd be a piece
And a change of my destiny

Chorus 2:
What should I answer?
You've broken free, so I
Can be remade again
But I just can't walk alone
'Cause you run after me -
"I'm still dying!"
And so you call me friend
Oh, where are your two legs
And where are all of your new ways?
Didn't you erase my name
Of your days?
I only wanna hear it from you!
Do...
It has a meaning to your heart -
"For sure, we'll never be apart?"
Now, we have come this far
I wanted never have to say it, but I'll start

Your smiles now are disgusting
And your sadness, a fake
Baby, it's time to realize
That my heart is already awake
I'm not attracted anymore
By your gravity
I flied away from reality
Don't you see why you cannot feel me, yeah?

Should still I answer...
"I'll always be there for you,
No matter what happens or what can I do"?

Will this be stronger?
Or it finally is going to...
Disappear from our hearts?...


*Made to Isaac, only and forever.